Sometimes this blast of emotion just hits me. All I want is someone to silently understand. That way I will have a hand to hold. Without questions, judgements or expectations. And when I feel this way, I can’t put it to words. I don’t have the energy to explain it to you. So I swallow this sadness and walk…alone…music blasting in my ears. Running till I can’t catch a breathe. Sob for a minute without valid reason. And I finally feel okay.